First day of work

So..well...its not really my first day today. My first day was last week. Missing my two babies so much. If i have a choice between working n housewife..i would chose stay at home mom. Yes, i know its tiring, exhausted and the list goes on. But it was the best thing that ever happened to me..love spending time with my boys.
I had to start working again since my husband couldnt cope with our commitment..too much to handle. Although i personally think that he just wanted to spend some on his bicycle stuff. Haha. Whatever it is..im here..at tge office..back where i started..bank. not really my first choice since the offer was lousy anyway. But..i had no choice, no! No time to scout for other career opportunity because, im Pregnant!!!
Ok so ive been here for a week. Nothing much happen. At my level, im not suppose to solicit business on my own..the boss should feed me..but well..since it looks like nobody cares, i just called a few clients of mine from previous shop just to get me bz. Had the first meeting yesterday n looks like its a go. Yea! Not really excited .. but ok..what an accomplishment.
Tomorrow till sunday will be a break..long weekend they call it. Its chinese new year..thank God for the multiracial country.woohoo Malaysia. We're going to langkawi n coming back sunday night. I went and ask our human resource dept whether i can take leave before confirmation n they said yes its fine. But..when i texted my boss asking for it (he's on holiday) he told me that personally he feels that i shouldnt take leave yet since i just joined. I know..n understand where he's coming from. But well..told him that i have to take it since i need to go back to my place .. then send the children to my mums place..it will be an exhausting day..i dont think i can cope especially with this pregnancy.